i deliver my deadly speech
Monday, May 28, 2007
ytd actually i was suppose to meet ching yee in sch to collect the report bk
but i over slept...
then she called me when i was about to go for a bath...
in the end she went home with her mother...
so i went to collect my report book MYSELF...
from my memory i never remember that my parent had ever go to sch
to collect my report book or watch my performance when i go
to a place to perform...
so i went to the classroom and saw clara's sister outside...
and clara was in the class rm with her mother...
mdm wang call me to go in...
so i collect my report bk and a consent form and went out...
i read the report book then i went to the knowledge zone...
sat down there and think why other people's parent could come...
but not mine, it's always like that...
am i being abandoned???
probably i am not fit to be concern by people or to live in this world...
my result has gone down a bit...
so muz work real hard i don't want to end up in a class
that i don't to be in...
when i was in deep thought...
mdm fauziah suddenly shouted out my name and it's still the
same that i got a shock...
she saw the kind of stress face that i had...
and thought that i fail any subject...
but i never...
so she kept on asking whether i am ok...
and even offer to let me eat her apple, cookies...
but i rejected it and said that i am ok...
but it isn't true that i am ok...
and she said that she can tell from my face that i am not ok...
before she leave she told me that she's looking for ms kanni...
after there sitting for a while i went to buy a can of green tea...
decided to go back to the knowledge zone...
ms kanni shock me by tapping my shoulder frm the back then walk to another
side which i never turn from that way...
today i did nothing...
so i juz stay at home and do nothing...
clara called me to ask about my tuition...
it was boring today!!!
think i am juz a good for nothing...
i never did anything that is good...
tml got tuition...
*siGHsss* so sian...
sometime my parent juz don't know hat i need and what i don't need...
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 12:59 AM;
