i deliver my deadly speech
Thursday, May 3, 2007
tuesday i go out with ching yee, lam yan, julian , ken yeow n wei qing...
actually i don't want to de...but because that day i got noting to do then go out loh...
go safra there, at first they say that ms woo is coming
i thought they are joking but she really come...
got a bit shock like that...
she actually quite fun, even though i got a period of time that i don't like her
ching yee n lam yan always bully me one...
keep on saying i with that stupid jeremy...then don't want to let me talk back...
angry cya!!!
ytd my mother come to sch in the morning to help me to collect my hp...
then i still don't know, so i wait for her after sch...
wait until very late then i call her then she said that she already collect le...
a bit angry n happy...
luckily got clara to accompany me, we also finish the english de reflection...
anyway it's ok for me to wait until very late cuz i everyday also very late then go home...
i really dread going home...
i really feel like running away from home...
hate to go home...
then in the morning my mother also saw the sch counsellor, the counsellor
look at her for noting then my mother got a bit scare...
so she describe to me abt her i laugh until very loud...
today the whole day is very boring...
i feel sad sad for the whole day...
then start slashing myself again, i also don't know why i do that...
i m really very stress until i m numb to the pain...
now i had to offline to go for my tuition...
so sian...
to be dead is better than alive!!!
(note:to frens that are concern of me...i really appreciate that u offer me to go church with u but i already told u i m very busy and i m a free thinker also...so i m not going to believe in any religion...THK U!!!)
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 6:49 PM;
