i deliver my deadly speech
Monday, June 11, 2007
it's the thrid week of holiday....
so sad still haven't get a copy of the eng ws that i lost...
don't know when will get it...
i think that when i get the ws i need to do it very fast...
or i won't get it
*sighSSS*...
i am so stupid and useless...
only one ws also can lost it...
i really hate myself...
i am getting frustrated with someone…
tell her that i am a free thinker she still can keep on asking me to go church…
even ask me to be a christian
as if my parent will let me like that...
they only can accept me that i want to be a free thinker...
as they are buddhist...
i never reply her on msn she still can keep on talking…
i want to block her but she will keep on sms me also...
so no point blocking...
isn’t it obvious that i want to avoid her???
she still can’t feel that i don’t want to talk to her or what so ever...
if she want us to be friends then she shouldn't be forcing me...
or else i won't be avoiding her...
i am so lucky that she's my pri sch "friend"
or else she will pester me everyday in sch...
(to her: if u see tis post rite... i am so sry no offence ok??? but it's true that u keep on pestering me)
and my mother keep on asking me why i slash myself...(in fact i wan to kill myself,
but once i tink of some things and that stop me)
as if i will tell her like that...
i am stubborn ok...
and she know that too so why bother to ask???
i appear to be very normal in front of my family...
always laugh and smile...(juz faking)
and for sure they won't know that i am sad...
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 7:03 PM;
