i deliver my deadly speech
Monday, August 6, 2007
sat had math tuition again...
learn quadratic graph wa lao the stupid ruler very difficult to bend loh...
spent a long time to do the questions...
sian sian sian...
everyday's the same one...
living with no purpose...
at noon eliz and clara went to the playground at my hse there...
they brought the camera and bread...
then there was that indian girl around 3 to 4 yrs old ba...
she damn funny cya...
she told eliz that she want to see...
then our question was that "what you want to see???"
then in the end we finally know what she talking she was saying sit...
then i lent clara my stupid bike to ride...
alright my mother bought a donkey soft toy(eeyore) for me...
the size is like a three year old kid...
and that's my bday present...
i don't why i felt very guilty towards everything...
i think that everything that i do was wrong...
why am i so lousy???
i can't help thinking that i am inferior as compared to others...
i am really lost in this confusing world!!!
why am i living???
i really don't feel like cherishing this stupid life of mine!!!
today i was damn angry with renuka...
everything also cannot...
alright i don't give a damn abt her...
but she really let me scold a lot of vulgar language today...
and today i also have make the stupid cartoon sound...
make me feel that i am an idiot and make me feel stupid also...
8 more days to my pathetic bday...
thinking of it make me feel scare of it...
i got to stop already...
because there's someone start to kpkb already...
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 9:18 PM;
