i deliver my deadly speech
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
today in the early morning my day was spoil
by my "personal prob"...
it make me lost my temper...
i told myself not to slash again...
but why can't i do it...
there's no point making a promise to myself...
i went late to sch...
and it's really damn late 8.10 am reached sch...
the om say my reason is not a valid one...
ok everything is my fault...
that om call me to see mr silva but in the end i never...
when i walk in i went broke down again...
why can't i control it??????
they say that they will explain but in the end there's no one explaining for me...
nvm i don't mind that everything is my fault can...
i deserved it...
probably i deserve to die also...
now i am awaiting for my punishment...
recovery rm also can...
whatever i don't care le...
killing me also can...
bcuz i already don't care for my life already...
whatever i do are all wrong...
everyone is correct but not me...
i am at fault...
SRY to everyone...
sometimes i felt that my life was too eventful until i want to give up...
it's like a kind of psychologically torturing to me...
today got the food & fun fair tingy...
i felt so bad for not helping them to prepare the food...
but in the end i go with cy they all go sell the food...
muz keep on saying thk u...
until i like no breathe like that...
after sch i stayed back a while to do the art...
then went to fp to buy a drink...
met ms kanni...
then i went to the staircase and car park to sit...
when i walked back home i met cy at near my hse that
playground...
actually when i am walking back home i was feeling a bit giddy...
faint also nvm de...
it's not the first time...
got to stop le...
or else later got people start to kp...
SAD;xue yi (hatred)
died off at: 9:01 PM;
