i deliver my deadly speech
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
today never come late to sch...
so lucky...
but very unlucky is that my wrist got prob again...
might as well chop off then can cure...
so today i juz got to know the hist TA result...
got A1...
but so what???
still got one more exam to go...
can't afford to fail any subjects...
if fail that's the end of my life...
to me result first then is my life...
and one more thing is that i throw away my 5 marks for my math!!!!
actually can get 43!!!
stupid me!!!
nxt time i got careless mistakes again, i will not going to forgive myself...
after sch got cca...
so sian sia...
today a "new" instructor come in...(i mean relief instructor)
then sing sing sing until 5.30pm loh!!!
me went loitering again...
but i am different frm those pai kia...
i juz walk around but never smoke or what lah....
until 6 plus then go home...
i juz simply love loitering...
becos i no need to go back home...
to face those faces and the 4 walls...
today i never contribute for the project...
i am so useless...
this kind of small things also can't help...
USELESS me!!!!
i wonder i am a dead person or an alive one...
there's no difference at all...
bcos nobody will notice it ba...
(dead= 100% ; alive = 0%)>.<
what i hate now:
- myself( frm head to toe)
- my home
- my parent( but i will still fake as if i m very happy wif them)
i know my parent don't trust me...
i say the truth also say i lie to them...
wat do u wan???
i really hate myself...
i can't blame them bcos i am wrong...
everything i do is wrong...
they don't trust me i am also need to be blame for it...
i know u all hate me...
A UNWANTED PIECE OF RUBBISH!!!!
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 8:56 PM;
