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i deliver my deadly speech

Saturday, September 29, 2007

i think i should let my tor tor appear in my blog...

so long never blog le...

sld be so long never use com liao...

i was quite disappointed with myself...

bcos of the chinese paper 1 which i took ytd...

i think i did it badly bcos i completed it in pri sch

standard...

and i am glad that i have helped you by

stopping you to resort into using violence to solve ur prob...

i hope that you won't blame me...

i am so sorry...

that's what i can say to you...

sometime ignorance is blissful, not to know is better than know.

i really don't wish to know the truth...

but what can i do?

the truth is the truth what can i change???

i am very tired...

to a point that i really feel like giving up...

it's just the matter of when will give up...

i know it will be sooner or later a bit...

today i took the quiz on what kind of course will suit me

when i graduate frm sec sch...

i was shock that the ans is psychology studies...

actually it's not bad to be a counsellor or what loh...

think i sld consider it...

bcos i can help ppl...

anyway i think this is the second time i mentioning it...

which is anyone could call me at any time...

i am very willing to lend a listening ear...

i mean not prank call hor...

you prank call me i will kill you...

bcos i am really very irritated by prank callers!!!

f**k off man...

i think i really like to dig my own grave yard...

it so stupid of me...

can't tell the full detail...

i think my father just view what i wrote above...

tmd!!!

piss off lah...

but i nt sure whether he got read anot...

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 11:32 PM;

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

finally both of us talk to each other...
or else we look a bit like siao lyk that...

i got laugh like siao meh???
i also don't know...
sometime i really laugh for nothing which i think they r rite....

and i am sick of looking at bears le...
bcuz of art!!!
so sian lah...

then today stay in sch until 8 plus ba..
for night study with cy and ly...
we are so guai...
no lah is they guai lah...
or else i like BHB lyk tt...
stupid me...

i m really confuse by u!!!
i really hate u...
u make me feel damn worthless...
gtg go le...
tis person start to kp le
(clara i dt mean u)

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 11:03 PM;

Sunday, September 23, 2007

fri went to fp for lunch with cy,ly and ms kanni...
after that i went to tm...
but this morning my day was like kind of being spoiled...
bcuz of that stupid auntie which i met when i come out frm the lift...
if i never waste my breath with this stupid person i might be
able to go back home to get my file which i never bring to sch...
fine it's ok...

then end of sch...
u juz walk off lyk that...
this is the first time u doing this so i was quite fed up by it...
even if i am in a bad mood i won't do this....
(btw i won't b angry bcos of this)

u are the one who make me happy
u are the one who make me sad
u are the one who make me worry
u are the one who make me touched
u are the one who go thorough my up and down wif me...
u are the one and only one who's so unique and precious...
so what do you expect from me???
i am not a perfect person...

i know that i won't hate u, blame u and think that i am always correct...
to u there's right and wrong but to me there's no right or wrong...
bcos a win-lose thought won't benefit both side...
a win-win though then will...
i will juz accept it and erase it frm my mind....
even though it's hard...
i think i don't understand you that well...
so that's why we have conflict...

for all i juz want to say sry for what i had done...

today went for tuition today...
then my teacher suddenly tok to the guy in front of me...
then i kena shock...
don't why i scare sia..
i was thinking how to solve a math prob then i suddenly
lyk jump up a bit...
so stupid of me...

it's 12.01am liao gtg le

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 12:01 AM;

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

long time never blog le...
but i have to make it short...
bcos it's getting late and my father is very bu shuang and start to sp le...
today went to fp with clara again...
and we make something si bei childish again...
then got a few aunties and uncles looking at us...
i think they thought that we are siao char bo bahs...
really gtg le...
(short and simple)

1st

then the 2nd one

last one(i lyk tis e most!!!)

we spend $1 on each of it!!!(u c clara's shoe?

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 6:57 AM;

Thursday, September 13, 2007

(it's time for something "nice")

(veggies,ice cubes,noodle,meat...)so gross!!!
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(fake smile)

can't blog that regularly le...

got to revise until i die...

i am very scare that i will fail...

thinking of exam will make me panic like hell..

why u tio tai ji at the wrong time???

i don't know how to help you...

if i never help u i don't know what will happen to u...

then if i help u i don't know what will happen to me...

i don't want to have a lot probs after helping you...

but i once promise to u before...

how how how???

i really felt very sry to trouble a lot of people today...

sry i am useless...

i can't control myself...

and i am being stubborn...

i know u all are concern of me but i am such a let down...

stress!!!

SAD;xue yi = directions are all lost

died off at: 9:31 PM;

Friday, September 7, 2007

i am really si bei stress le!!!
pek chek arx!!!

i don't understand why i feel so sorry to a lot of ppl...
i don't know if i am wrong...
i think a lot of people are disappointed with me...
sry i am such a let down...

i find that forgiving myself is a very difficult task for me...
how to do that??????

now i like the song : sorry, blame it on me (akon)
parts of the lyrics really describe how i feel...

my heart really ache like hell...

gtg or else later my parent say i bcome siao everyday
go internet then don't want talk to them...

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 6:30 PM;

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

how to describe the past few days?
one word : SIAN!!!
me guai kia always stay at home...
never go out...(guai rite?)

wa lao...
recently got a lot of strangers keep on smsing me...
think i should go change my hp no. le...
peh chek leh!!!
they don't juz sms me once but keep on smsing me...
or call me loh...
one thing very cham is that i don't have caller id so i don't
know which call to avoid picking up...
$#%$#@!%$#%$#@!%$#%$#@!%$#$">!!!!!

then the eng hw i don't understand some part loh...
si bei peh chek leh!!!

gtg go le...(u c i make it short and simple)^.^

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 7:18 PM;

Monday, September 3, 2007

sian lah holiday still need to go back sch!!!
but nvm loh...
for the sake of my grade i will go for sure...

today woke up at around 8 am ba...
then kena flu...
keep on sneezing like hell...
then go to sch a bit late liao...
better late than never...
but i am better than hua yang, wei qing n a few others...
i think they late by 1 hour plus ba...

after history...
clara and i went to the blk near the sch there n sit...
but in the end she still need to go off...
TMD...
start to rain...
i got no key to go home...
so i went loitering/slacking around again...(my favourite)
but the prob is that i need to walk under the rain...
nvm so i choose to rest at blk 853...
i sat there for quite long to wait for my hair and clothes to dry...
wa lao...
when i was abt to leave got three guy come ka jiao me...
what give u my no...
might as well i kill u all first...
guess what i tell them when they want my no.?
i tell them that i got bf liao...(as if loh, who want me???)
then they say nvm...
me quickly walk + run off...

then bought waffle for my lunch...
went home quite early : 2.15 pm....
(guai kia sia)

i wonder why my father love to kp so much???
gtg le...

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 8:54 PM;

Saturday, September 1, 2007

this few days i got no time to blog...
so sian!!!

had fun during the INDOOR ROWING...
think it was on wed...
don't really remember(i gettting old le)...

thu went to tm and cs with cy,ly,clara n tina
to buy present for teacher's day...
bought a big bear, pen ...blah blah blah...
then i don't remember who suggest to give mr chaw the bear if he
got the TEDDY BEAR award IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCH!!!
think is me...(i old liao can't rmb things very well)
then i volunteer myself loh...
anyway this isn't the first time i am doing that...

HAPPY belated TEACHER's DAY!!!
to all jyss teachers...

today actually i wanted to post an entry but very late le...
my father kp then i forget it...

today i went cycling...
then i happen pass by a funeral...
the sight of it hooks up my memories...
it makes me think of my grandfather who passes away last year...
and i felt very regretful bcos i am such a let down to him...

gtg le...(stopping my crap & nonsense)

SAD;xue yi

died off at: 9:45 PM;