i deliver my deadly speech
     
     Wednesday, October 10, 2007
 
       
        as my blood drip down from my wrist,
i can't feel anything anymore,
it doesn't hurt at all,
it's so numb just like how i feel in my heart,
my mind filled with all the confusing pictures,
it's too confuse that i felt like fainting,
hoping that the blood will drain faster,
to stop all the confusing pictures to flash over and over my mind,
as i lose my conscious i might be in a happy place that i am hoping for,
with all the happy things that i want...
SAD;xue yi
        
       
     died off at: 10:25 PM;