i deliver my deadly speech
     
     Monday, January 7, 2008
 
       
        am i being abandoned??
why am i feeling so empty?
a lonely soul..
an empty spirit..
live like a transparent human...
am i thinking too much or am i being too sensitive???
leading a life that i don't want to live..
with long term of sadness and a few short terms of happiness..
living was more like a hell for me..
if i hang on with it will i be able to overcome the sadness in me
and to lead a different life???
HATE myself for everything..
        
       
     died off at: 9:08 PM;