i deliver my deadly speech
Saturday, October 11, 2008
when wind struck there's no hint..
it can come in any direction or any form..
so when it struck around me i have no prevention to it..
what can i do???
and self destruction had begun in my heart..
i am very tired..
i don't know what i am doing that's why..
i destroy my future with my own hands..
once my future is over= i am over also..
i will die with it..
it is predestine..
so everyone should not be surprised with my decision..
once the result is out it will decide my fate of life..
i am insane in my mind..
what i can say now is that i let down a lot of people..
which is irreversible..
the sadness in my heart who can understand???
when i tell someone something it seems like they can't understand me..
so what can i do??
no point talking anymore..
i feel so cold..
my heart is in the freezer..(hopeless life)
i hate myself because i DESTROY my goddammn life..
the world seems so dark..
sorry to the whole world!!!
invisible xue yi
died off at: 10:40 PM;
