i deliver my deadly speech
     
     Friday, January 29, 2010
 
       
        What do you wanna me to do? Do you think that you are the only one in agony? Don't you know how my brain and heart hurts? don't you know how hard I cried when I am alone in my dark room.. 
Is everything that's happening all my fault? you hate the way I lead my life then do you think I like it? I hate it so much that I wish I could end it and because of you I tried my best to carry on with this damn life.
        
       
     died off at: 9:49 AM;