i deliver my deadly speech
     
     Friday, January 15, 2010
 
       
        Why is there all kind of deadline? why are you all forcing me? who will not want a bright future? but at least let me carry on with my damn life with confidence first. I also wonder what am I doing. 
I really hate myself to think about all my dream. why am I doing all this? why can't I force myself to study. when deadline comes will I be dead too?
        
       
     died off at: 7:15 PM;