i deliver my deadly speech
Monday, April 30, 2007
today i was quite angry with my mother!!!
actually today she was suppose to come to sch to collect back my
hp which was being confiscate by om tan last mth...
she say she coming to take but in the end she never come...
then when she say she want to come mr silva already go home le...
when i reach home i really can't control my temper i start to quarrel with her...
i really can't control myself, as she always drag drag and drag for everythings...
my parent's always so different from my friend's parent...
i really don't understand why...
i juz only want to have a bit more concern from them only...
why they always praise my brother or my neighbour's children or their frens one...
have they ever think about how i feel???
this make me totally useless...
am i that useless???probably i am juz a good for nothing...
before i go home, i stay back with clara and hua yang to finish the art painting
or else if i go home i will not know how to do it...
today was quite special, as mdm fauziah never come for the eng
period even though she got come to sch, as the whole class thought that she
will not take leave like ms yuen like that everyday got come to sch...
then when the moment we saw the relief teacher
the whole class cheer very loud...
i really have to stop losing my temper...
or else more people will get hurt by the words when i lose my temper...
and one more thing i hate is that my parent or the teachers in the sch
always like to compare me or the class with other classes or peoples...
i feel like asking them do you know i feel very very stress of it...
and want to ask them to stop comparing...
I HATE TO BE ALIVE!!!
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 8:38 PM;
