i deliver my deadly speech
Monday, May 7, 2007
today got the english paper 2 and the chinese paper 1...
*SIGHssss*
both paper i did it on time...
but i am still scared that i will fail even though i finish everything...
but i muz believe that i can do it!!!
the english paper was difficult...
the editing was difficult think i never point out every point...
as for the summary i think i also write out of point...
really had got no confidence...
as for the chinese paper think i write out of point for the compo...
as for the letter writing, i write until i cry...
life is really very saddening...*sighS*...
is there a purpose for every human to live???
think have except me...
after the exam,
clara left with medaline to don't know where...
left me alone in sch...
i don't have my house key with me so i juz sit in sch and read the lit bk...
muz wait until got people go back home then can go home...
anyway i also don't want to go home...
so i juz sit at the canteen and the bench near the knowledge zone...
sit until i start to cry...
juz can't get the things into my stupid brain...
i suddenly thought of the show "one litre of tears" a japan show
also a true story...
this show is really saddening...
almost every episodes i cried...
i confess that i m a CRY BABY...
i juz simply love this show!!!
i really need to be more strong and stop crying...
i really try my best for i had done...
but i still don't have confidence...
i also don't know why i really love soft toy...
tink i m still childish...
and hor the friendster right i created my S.H.E fan club then don't who that
person who keep on posting announcement like who wants to see my nudes...
all this stuff...so angry cya!!!better stop that or they will gonna get it from me...
better stop my nonsenses and crap...
got to go back to my studies...
muz fill in more things into my stupid brain...
so that i can pass!!!
i really had got to believe that i could do it...
but it seems like bluffing myself like that saying that i can do it...
but still muz believe in myself...
can't afford to fail...
LIFE IS SADDENING!!!
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 7:06 PM;
