i deliver my deadly speech
Sunday, May 13, 2007
finally the last exam ended on friday already...
not sure can pass for this exam cuz some question i am uncertain...
even though i finish the whole paper...
in the end never go with lam yan they all to bugis...
after exam i go with clara go 800+
actually we intended to have our breakfast at mac but it's close...
so we go 7-11 there to buy cup noodle to eat...
after that i went to her house....
her house quite boring de...
like got nothing to do...
after i wait for her to change for her bball training...
then we go IT club play maple...
i train her but she keep on dying...
after that went back to her house again...
watch tv then we go tm with hua yang...
hua yang very bad take his father $20...
then he bought both of us a thing from mon tip...
after that we walk here walk there...
then go to ntuc to buy soap and orange...
hua yang very good treat both of us sushi from a shop inside the ntuc...
no choice i have to go home early cuz my mother keep on calling me to go home....
saturday i got nothing to do...
then have a tasteless dinner...
really boring...
during dinner no one talk at all...
ytd i went to 800+ there with my father...
i am force to go with him...
we go and buy quite a few things...
then who knows that he will discover the scars on my wrist...
and ask me what's that...
i juz simply on my mp3 louder and act as if i never heard him...
i always thought that the scars is given by them...(the people around me)
but in fact it's actually given by me...
i can't get rid of it, so i juz simply add on...
i think i had think too much...
there's thing that haven't happen but i thought it had already happen...
now i can't tell whether a thing really have happen...
really don't know why my mother want to know what i am doing...
or who i am with...
when i tell her a truth she choose not to believe so what's the point asking...
this's my life not your's...
so what if i die...
today the whole day i got to stay at home
so boring...
got nothing to do...
clara got training so can't ask her to go out...
one more thing to say that is that i really don't have SAP(serious attitude problem)...
it's only that i don't like to call my uncle or auntie or any of relative
when i see them...
and they saying that i have got SAP...
come on i am innocence ok!!!
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 5:36 PM;