i deliver my deadly speech
Saturday, May 5, 2007
tml exam le...
so nervous...
i can't afford to fail my exam...
it means the end of everything...
i really have got no confidence for the exam...
being happy is really very difficult
i can't be like clara who always laugh like siao like that...
i tell her a lame joke she also can laugh until non-stop...
i also don't know why when she laugh i will also follow her laugh...
for me being happy is for a short period of time only...
on friday, go to tm with tina, lam yan and ching yee...
saddening clara never come sch...
she's sick again...
then we go there walk here walk there...
then we went to mini toon, then i go buy sweet...
we also bought the push pop that sweet...
then we eat while we going back to sch for the maths extra lesson...
so childish cya...
got a few peoples keep on looking at us because we so big le
still eat this kind of sweet...
halfway of the lesson, i suddenly got flu like that...
me and clara really got a lot of things that we are common...
she also got sensitive nose like me but her one more worse then mine...
after the lesson, i decided to stay back in sch...
then i took out the sci T/B and start to do my own sci note book...
then i saw ken yeow and julian talking with mr chew
at the bench outside the general office...
i stay until 6pm like that...
then my mother keep on calling my hp...
tell her i still in sch she also don't believe me...
why can't she juz trust me more...?
when i always tell her the truth she will always say that i bluff her...
why almost all the parents is like that...
they like to compare their children...
this probably make my brother hate me more...
and make me like a stupid fool and good for nothing...
today i never go anywhere juz start at home and do my studies...
hoping that i can pass my exam well...
it seem like today i can't fall asleep...
tml i will be like a zombie going to sch...
really tired of living....
i don't know i can still hold on to what time....
UNEEDED;USELESS;GOOD FOR NOTHING!!!!
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 4:23 PM;
