i deliver my deadly speech
Saturday, July 7, 2007
now it's not holiday so i don't really have the time to blog...
i need to straighten my leg for a week...
even if i am not bending my knee that stupid knee of mine will still hurt...
sprain my wrist also...
sometime i think that life has given too much pain, psychologically or physically...
until a point i wanted to give up...
i felt very sorry for not celebrating tina's bday with her on 5th of july...
because of my stupid knee loh...
nvm now i wish her a very belated bday...
i really have to comment about the history teacher. he SUX ok!!!
the whole class don't know what the hell he's teaching...
but i think except en cai ba..he's a genius...
if he's going to continue and teach us, i think almost the whole class will fail
the exam...
i am panicking now for my history...
i am not a person who doesn't give a damn about my studies,
even though i look like i don't...
if i fail my exam and doesn't promote to the next level,
i don't know what i will do to myself...
to me exam fail is end of everything...
i am tired of the lifestyle i am leading...
really felt very useless...
hopeless
unwanted by a lot of people...
what is the feeling of being real happy...
when i am feeling happy there will be 10% of sadness there...
or totally zero equals to acting happy...
tml had to go kong meng shan there to pray for my grandpa...
then after that i think my family is going to my grandma hse...
so sian...
they will be talking hokkien again then if my grandma
is going to ask me question i will going to be nodding my head
or saying "arx" or "ya"...
ytd night i went for tuition...
my tuition teacher gave me $10 for me to take taxi
back home whn the tuition end...
i got a shock by that...
he' s a good teacher but he love to nag but i already get used to it...
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 10:55 PM;
