i deliver my deadly speech
Monday, August 20, 2007
today came to sch late again!!!
i think i got some problem with going to sch puntually...
might as well die le ba!!!
actually i want to pon sch de but mr vahhid say got test then
can't take it if i don't have a valid reason...
then go in loh...
stand there like a statue like that...
wa lao today got quite a lot of people late loh...
but go back class then i know that the test is change to thu!!!
tmd...or else i pon le loh...
nvm...
but i went a bit mad during lit...
tmd...
mdm irmawati took away my pen-knife loh...
i was actually a bit angry...
but it's ok...
i still got a lot at home...
hack cares abt this pathetic pen-knife...
i think mdm fauziah was quite fed up with me abt it...
but it's ok de loh...
no one will care abt me...
so why i care so much for what???
she was like put all the blame to the class loh...
that's what i heard frm clara...
if that's true...
i think firstly i need to tell her that this's my prob not other ppl...
who can control my mind to do what???
obviously it's me ok...
i really can feel that i am such a let down...
for everthing i did...
i juz did it all wrong...
i don't what were the things that i did it correctly...
seriously i am damn confused by everyone in this world....
i don't know what is wrong with my brain...
to be dead is better than living...
got to serve RR after sch...
so sian loh...
no one pei me...
now i really want to say sry...
bcos sometime i really can't control my temper then i start to scold people...
i think on one can tolerate my temper ba...
gtg le my father start to kpkb...!!!
confusion landed on my head!!!
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 9:31 PM;
