i deliver my deadly speech
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
exam is finally over...
but it left me with fear not freedom or feeling relax...
so scare that i will fail...
don't why i am always very scare after exam...
juz can't help it...
omg how how how???
tml got what stupid telematch...
also don't know why i join for what...
i don't even know what's this game abt...
stupid lah...(i mean myself)
juz anyhow play loh...
sian...
it's so confusing...
i don't what to do to settle my prob...
my only solution: SUICIDE...
it will stop my brain frm thinking everything so
i don't need to care anything anymore...
i think i don't deserve all the caring frm
teachers or whoever bcos i let you all down...
i am so sorry everyone...
my heart feeling that i m such a nuisance to you all...
today after exam clara n i went to tm there to walk...
so sian....
then met itzyan, shamimi n raudhal(dt noe how to spell)
after that i see clara back home...
then walk back home...
so long and the sun is very hot also...
but it's me who decide to walk so too bad for me...
walk halfway i was feeling kind of giddy...
then i can't walk in a straight line...
stupid me...
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 10:30 PM;
