i deliver my deadly speech
Thursday, November 22, 2007
i am not really in good health now..
keep on coughing...
and spine hurts as each day pass...
think i need to go for a whole body check up ba...
sian...
don't like it...
i always hate hospital, clinic, nurses and doctors...
but now i am left with no choice liao...
everyday was bored then...
got nothing to do...
want to look for a job but now it's too late...
so now i juz stay ay home to rest and hope
that the pain will go away...
and i read one book and found one paragraph quite interesting..
but i think that there's some ppl find it emo...
it wrote :
He reached beneath his long hair for the knife. He held it
in his right hand and turned over his left hand until the palm
was up and the wrist and inside of his arm was available to
the blade. He was thinking of nothing but finding relief. All
his nerve ends screamed for it. He sat making short decisive
cuts in the skin between wrist and elbow. He switched the
knife to his left hand and began operating on his right arm
the same way. Blood oozed from the cuts and dripped onto
the floor.
then there's still one more sentence writng.
'He'd have to remember this remedy when his fears and
his anxieties grew impossible to bear.'
this book is like quite vulgar..
keep on saying the word fuck and fucking...
i won't ever let my mother read this book
bcos she will think that i am siao...
to me i find the book perfectly ok....
gtg...
stop crapping...
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 8:42 PM;
