i deliver my deadly speech
Monday, January 14, 2008
as each day past, the sadder i feel..
asking myself since when my existence in this world
becomes nothing..
am i dead in this world??
most significant evidence is that when i am
trying to talk everyone seems to ignore me...
every time when i was in a group or what so ever
i need to call a person name for more than three times
then there will be respond...(the worst is that no one
actually answered me)
another is that my blog actually die...
as my existences die down, i hate myself more..
hate myself for not knowing what did i done wrong..
or maybe my friends were tired of me..
sorry if i am a burden..
so can anyone point out to me what did done wrong???
sat i went for my tuition at the
afternoon...
the after tt when it was the time to go home..
it start to rain..
then in e end i wait for the rain to stop for abt 1 hr...
i also don't know why there's a grp of men looking at me for what???
it was sort of scary..
so when e rain turn small i juz dash across the road and almost kena
hit by a car...
hmm today was quite pathetic bcos only
hui ting n i stay back for e class decor...
i got to admit that she was gd to spent her time with me...
or else if i am alone i don't know what the hell am i going
to do to me...
juz can't be alone...
and i kena gastric again..
hais nvm i get used to it le...
so sick and tired of this awful life!!!
SAD;xue yi
died off at: 8:49 PM;
